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Speaking out for what???

Thursday, November 5th, 2009
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Sure you are

Okay so like what is all the to-do about Rhianna speaking out about her abusive relationship with Chris Brown for? This has been going on for years and is not a new issue, so how is her speaking out going to change anything? Let me share with you some personal stories and facts.

As a child my younger sister was abused by my mother physically and mentally, my younger brother was abused by my mother more mentally than physically, I was abused by my mother physically and mentally. And what was bad about that was she was abusive to herself more than us.

Now because of the abuse I got from her I grew up being an abuser in my teen to 30 years of life. I tried to commit suicide 2 times and I used to abuse woman myself but it wasn’t until I saw the damage I did that I checked into immediate therapy. Once again this was over 12 years ago. While in therapy I realized my source for being an abuser was from the anger I had for my mother for abusing me.

About 5 years ago I was told why or what possibly was the source for her abuse to me. I was not a child conceived out of a relationship of love or even a fling. I was the conception of a gang rape so knowing who my father is a shot in the dark because DNA testing cost too much. Now these are all true facts. In these sessions I learned that abuse comes in many other forms than just physical but we tend to push physical more.
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