I had to this video. There are many people out here who are unemployed including myself. But having to go throught the stresses of finding a job is rarely talked about. Yesterday I woke up feeling like I had enough of the numerous calls from people sounding like I am a commision more than a person looking for a job. So I thought I would video tape what one of the phone calls can be like.
Real earthquake or Population control???
Posted by seaniemo on January 15th, 2010
I want to take a minute from the normal blogging to send my prayers out to the citizens of Haiti. On the right hand side of the page you will see a banner for all to donate money to help in the recovery & relief for the citizens of Haiti. By the time I post this I will have donated myself so PLEASE HELP!!!
In between job hunting I have found myself watching a lot of documentaries or shows that center around our government and future possible life threatening situations. For lack of a better term…CONSPIRACY THEORY videos and shows. One of the shows I watch is Jesse Ventura’s Conspiracy Theory show on the cable station TruTV. Now many will say what is being shown is not true, they may say none of it is fact, and will do all they can to stop a person from the choice of believing what they are seeing and hearing or not.
I on the other hand take as a tool to learn more and become more aware of what is going on around me. I will never forget the first video I saw that really made me stop and look at what was happening. It was called Zeitgeist and a former co-worker introduced me to it. After watching that video I had to pinch myself because I could not believe what I was hearing or seeing. But it did make me want to find out more just to see if there was a hint of truth in any of it.
I have never been one to like politics because no matter what your thoughts or feelings are, you can be guaranteed that conversation will end up becoming an argument or very heated. As a matter of fact there are 2 subjects I really can’t stand conversating on…Religion & Politics. Those are the 2 worse conversation pieces I have ever been introduced to. Now even though I don’t like to talk about them I do read and watch videos just to stay fresh for lack of a better term.
After that first video I was hooked and wanted to see if there were more out there. In comes “The End Game” by Alex Jones. This video rocked me to the core because I have heard small conversations but never gave it a second thought. I never stopped to think about any of the subjects mentioned in the video. And it wasn’t until I went back in thought to September 11, 2001 (9/11) that made me want to seek out more. And I found this video called “911 Mysteries” and “911 Loose Change“.
Now my first thought was the same as a good majority of people and that was “Bush is really fucking the world up” but the more I found these videos the more I began to feel like this might actually be a plan. A plan that had been in the works for a long time. One day I was talking to a close friend and he said something about “The Super 7″ during a conversation. I never paid it any mind until I saw these 2 videos called “Wake Up Call” and “New World Order” I was blown away!
My first thought was I couldn’t believe that we the people were being treated this way. Then I started to ask myself if in fact this was true “How would I survive” or “Will I survive” what could happen. So now I am paying more attention to what is going on around me and I start to see some parallels in the things mentioned in the videos and real life situations. In one of the videos they made a reference to “The Georgia Guidestones“. The Georga Guidestones are located in Elbert County, Georgia, approximately 90 miles (145 kilometers) east of Atlanta, and 9 miles (15 kilometers) north of the center of Elberton. (to find out more CLICK HERE)
On one of the stones written in english is states (as a matter of fact it is first) “Maintain humanity under 500,000,000 in perpetual balance with nature” (See for yourself)
Now I have heard it said “If it is written in stone, then that’s what it is” many times and after seeing this my mind was blown away. The current world population is 6,796,579,764 (which is 6,296,579,765 more than what is written in stone) and the current US population is 308,490,488 which means in the US alone we are close to the 500,000,000. Now if the US population makes up a great portion of the 500,000,000 that means somewhere there is going to be the subtraction of some bodies. NO DOUBT!!!
So I am watching Conspiracy Theory and this particular episode is about HAARP. On their official website the definition is-HAARP is a scientific endeavor aimed at studying the properties and behavior of the ionosphere, with particular emphasis on being able to understand and use it to enhance communications and surveillance systems for both civilian and defense purposes. But after seeing that episode I had a different thought. So I googled it and went to the maps and I saw this…(click here) Well first of all when you zoom in you only get a small portion of the BIG picture and that didn’t make me feel right. But also in the that episode they mention the possible capability to control the weather (click here).
Now I will never forget Hurricane Katrina and how it wiped out Louisiana. But most importantly the poorest sections suffered the most and are still suffering. But now we have a 7.0 earthquake in one of the poorest countries (Haiti) happening? The first thing that jumped in my head was what I saw about HAARP. It is a shame how now more than ever there are more supposed natural disasters as well as deaths. And many refuse to believe some of this information that is being put out. They call it conspiracy theories and I call it information.
I can not afford to put my life in the hands of a politician or government that does not really care about my life or my death. Now this is not to say I am one who wants to hurt or harm anyone because I am not GOD and I don’t have that responsibility to make those kind of decisions. But I have the right to take the information that is provided (regardless of the source) and make my own decisions on what I should or should not believe. And after reading some of the things I have read, and seeing some of the things I have seen I can only wonder….
WAS IT A REAL EARTHQUAKE OR IS IT POPULATION CONTROL….You decide for yourself.
Bad Girls Club or Females with issues????
Posted by seaniemo on January 13th, 2010
The Bad Girls Club
This show airs every Tuesday at 10pm here. They always show the previous episodes in the 8pm & 9pm slot before showing the latest episode and I am right there to watch it. Now my younger (little) brother was the one that turned me on to this show. It is like a brother bonding/QT thing for us.
***NOTE*** This is not the only one we watch together.
We watched last nights episode and I could not help but to think about some things…
1. Do these ladies have some serious issues or what?
2. Does the show offer any kind of counseling after the season is over?
3. How much do they get paid to expose there personal life issues on TV?
4. How much liquor do they actually drink per episode?
5. What the hell is a BAD GIRL?
Now we watch the show as an entertainment/teaching tool. And I must admit I am learning more rather than being entertained. So far I am learning one big thing…ANYBODY WILL DO ANYTHING TO BE SEEN ON TV. Meanwhile the stations and companies a pulling in lots of bucks for exploitation. That’s right I said EXPLOITATION!!! Face it…these ladies are FUBAR (Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition) and as much as they don’t care (or at least act like) about getting it together, neither do the stations. I mean really they drink, party, fuss, and fight every episode.
And what makes it even more of a spectacle is that the company provides the alcohol to keep them doing this. I guess the vibrators are a perk…huh? One thing is proven to be a fact out of this and that is YOU CAN’T PUT WOMAN IN THE SAME PLACE LIKE THAT FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME!!! Allow me to give my thoughts on each cast member from a guy’s perspective:
Natalie-A spunky self-proclaimed socialite, Natalie enjoys cruising in her sugar daddies’ expensive cars and painting the town red with her cool celebrity friends. With a degree in Sociology, Natalie operates her own fashion
boutique in Northern California. This flamboyant rebel proclaims to “run LA.” (As described on the Oxygen website)
My view-She is a little girl who has not had her assed whooped by her parents apparently. She is loud and young. I mean obnoxiously loud!!! The only thing remotely attractive about her are her eyes (if they are real). The most unattractive thing is her chin. Is it me or is her chin long. I wonder why she hasn’t gotten that fixed since she is supposed to be the “QUEEN BEE” of L.A.. Overall-I wouldn’t send my arch nemesis in her direction. She needs her ass whooped 1 GOOD TIME…NO DOUBT!!!
Amber-A true rags-to-riches story, Amber is a beer drinking girl next door from Morgantown, WV, who aspires to be a personal trainer. Known as “the backstabber,” Amber’s scheming nature makes her a pro at pulling sneaky pranks. (As described on the Oxygen website)
My View-This is the best West Virginia has to offer as a representative? She is definately a candidate for a “Girls Gone Wild” video in my eyes. And I am sure if the offer was right she would jump right on it. This probably the only time she has ever looked this glamorous. I can see her in jeans and a WV sweatshirt 98% of the time. Overall-Exsposing her to a life outside of WV might be a bad thing to do but she may have GOOD GIRL potential if given the right situation.
Annie-Her sweet innocent demeanor is a cover for her bad behavior. A true Jekyll and Hyde character from Valencia, CA, Annie works as a phone sex operator at night while pursuing her MBA in marketing in the day. She’s a control freak with a life goal of bodily perfection.
My view-WTF!?!? I mean seriously…she is far from BAD GIRL material. Even when she tries to be bad she fucks that up. I remember her saying she has been a toy for married men more than anything when it comes to relationships. She is TRULY sheltered and naive as all out doors. She is out of her element being in this house. Overall-Very gullible. Even though she may be book smart, she has much to learn about REAL LIFE.
Kate-As the daughter of a prominent former politician in Gloucester, MA, Kate grew accustomed to life in the spotlight. Pursuing her degree at Boston College, Kate has traded in her small town ways to live life in the fast lane. This spoiled school girl is making sure all eyes are on her whatever it takes.
My views-On last night’s episode we were introduced to her boyfriend. That interaction showed her softer side. She has some good qualities. I like the fact that she is finally standing up for herself. Being the daughter of a politician I am sure she has high standards for a mate. Overall-Pretty cool lady as long as you don’t rub her the wrong way.
Kendra-Kendra’s a boy crazy, rule breaking opposite of her perfect and obedient twin sister. She’s also a pretty pageant girl from Charlotte, NC, pursuing a degree in political science.
My view-Now this one is FUBAR to the MAX!!! She has been punched in the face by Natalie and has made no bones about her love for money. In my hood she would be called a FREAK!!! She is the true example of the reason our young black woman get NO RESPECT from our men. She too is a little girl trying to be something she is not ready to be…A REAL WOMAN! She represents what is wrong with today’s young ladies. Overall-Not even if I was drunk would I give her the time of day.
Lexie-Known as “Sexy Lexie, ” she is a self-described “Barbie,” complete with blonde hair and blue eyes. An Army brat, Lexie has lived everywhere from Germany to Kentucky. Along the way, she has acquired a tendency to combat authority and become a strong independent woman. She lives by her own rules and likes to manipulate people for her own gain.
My view-She got some black in her family with an ass like that! She is the newest one to the group so the jury is still out on her. But she does come across as a free spirit. Overall-From what I have seen of her on the show she has some nice qualities.
Portia-Sugar and spice epitomized, Portia’s notable characteristics include vindictive behavior, a sharp tongue and a “try anything once” mentality. Urban living and a painful adolescence in Columbia, MO toughened Portia’s skin.
My view-Now this sister is BADD. I don’t think she should have been taken off of the show because in many ways she was actually one of the more mature ones there. Very even keeled and understanding. I admired the fact that she represented single-motherhood in a very good light. She represented the positive of overcoming tough situations. I really felt bad for her when her relationship issues surfaced. The only thing I wasn’t feeling was her hair. Overall-She gets my vote and if I was single she would be a lady I would want to get to know.
Flo-With her tough talking, “born to be bad” style, this bisexual party girl refuses to be the Albanian Muslim ideal of a passive, obedient female her family would hope for. Staten-Island girl Florina always encourages women to stand up for themselves and is prepared to fight for the underdog at the drop of a hat.
My view-OMG!!! She is so freakin HOTT!!! She has the looks, the style, and class. From the minute she walked through the door on the show I was hooked. I love her RIDE or DIE nature. She has tried to befriend everyone in the house and brings a “No cut card” reality based attitude to the show. These chicks should recognize and respect someone like her and they could learn a lot. Overall-I WOULD HAVE HER BABY IF SHE ASKED ME!!!!
All in all the show is really interesting. I just think it is sad that woman put themselves in positions like this just to achieve or make it in this world. It is also sad that the stations are not held more accountable if one of their lives ends up worse than what it was before they come on. As for a recommendation to watch…If you are a guy that wants to learn more about woman…yes definately watch! If you are a woman that wants to see how you look when you get catty…definately watch. But I would not let someone under 18 watch the show.
That’s my 2 cents…spend it wisley!!!!
Out of 2009 and into 2010
Posted by seaniemo on December 30th, 2009
WOW…what a way to bring the year to an end. The last time I posted I wrote about my personal “Tiger Wood” moment and situation. Well on Christmas day I had the opportunity to speak to my wife after not talking for about 3 weeks.
I knew at some point we were going to have to talk. And I am glad we did. I apologized for my wrong in the situation and expressed how bad I felt knowing I hurt not just her but the children too. Things were slightly tense here in the house weeks before. And I felt like it would be in the best interest of everyone in the house if I moved out.
I prayed and thought it over and over before the decision was made. I knew that even though I was going to be moving out I was still gonna do my part to make sure they stayed in the house. I will admit it was gonna be really tight for me on the financial tip. But I was gonna do it.
Knowing this was gonna happen made my work day slightly stressful on the last 2 days before the Christmas holiday. I confided in some co-workers and they were very understanding, supportive, and even offered prayer for resolution for us. That was a very touching thing. And it brought a little calm to the situation for me mentally.
So here we are Christmas day and I am letting my wife know that I am planning on moving out to create peace and time for some form of resolution. In my mind I felt this was the beginning to an end and I was honestly afraid but somewhere within knew whatever was going to happen I had to accept it because it was my actions that caused it. Well she accepted the apology and expressed how she felt. She also mention something I wrote in one of my previous post and that was her trust in me was shot. I told her I knew that and had even blogged about that.
In the end we both agreed we would work things out for our own sake and not the children’s. Because we both agreed we were straight on the parent tip but we were no longer doing the things we used to with each other and that was something we needed to work on. So I go back to work after the holiday with a renewed spirit and happy as hell. That is until I was on my way home. It was about 5:15pm and I was on the bus about 5 minutes away from home when I got a call from the recruiter for the company I was contracted by. He told me he was informed by HR from the company I was contracted to and they said my contract had come to an end that day.
Now no one said one word to me the whole day about it being my last day. And when he asked me what happened I told him nothing. I still had personal items in my cubicle and they told him I didn’t. I still had keys to the office and they told him I didn’t. Basically they made it sound like I had no reason to come back at all. Which was far from the truth. So here I am at home having to look for another job but that is the nature of the business game. I just hope and pray it won’t be a long wait for me. But I will make the best out it and be positive through it all.
I will be posting about the whole job thing a little later. Have a safe and HAPPY NEW YEAR.
Here is what our children gave us for Christmas
The transition begins…
Posted by seaniemo on December 19th, 2009
For the last few post I have commented on the Tiger Woods saga (because that is what it is from the press perspective) as well as talked about being “Tiger-Wooded” a few days after. I have really tried my best to open myself in these post because it needed to be done. Over the last week it has been silent between my wife & I. I have been sleeping in the family room section of the house. Thank GOD for carpet because I would have froze my toes off down here.
I have been dealing with my own personal disappointment in my actions and trying to keep a straight head while at work. It hasn’t been easy at all and I appreciate the support and prayers I have gotten from those I have confided in during this time of transition. But I am now preparing for the biggest transition that will be taking place in the new year.
This past week I went to look at some apartments and was successful in getting one. I got it for quite a few reasons and because I could afford it was not at the top of the list. For the last few weeks the air in the house has been really tight. And I have thought about that a lot. See when my wife & I have disagreements the children tend to stay away from me…even when I am right and they know it. And the last disagreement we had revealed to me something that was said to me by my father-in-law before I got married to his daughter.
He said to me “You don’t have to married to my daughter to be a good father”. And I disputed him. But in light of the events I am realizing he was right. My biggest wish is that her and the children are able to freely move through this house without having to feel like certain sections are off limits due to a disagreement that they have nothing to do with. I feel like even if I initiate the conversation it is gonna be very hostile and we will not be able to communicate. There have been many small signs that all is lost beside the fact the press has already said T-Dub is on the same path of divorce.
I can’t really compare his life to my life like that but there are parallels. As wrong as he may have been it does not negate the fact that men are cut that way. It is not to say you should just allow your man to freely roam but it is to say even if he doesn’t touch he more than likely will flirt at some point and time. And woman are not excluded from this because they flirt too. I am not stupid by a long shot. I have seen my wife smile when other men compliment her. I have complimented her, sent her flowers, got her gifts for nothing, and tried to do whatever I could to show her what she means to me and how much I love her.
But it is cool to reject my efforts and that she has done and has done for a while. Now to hear her tell it she will start the sentence off with “I thought”…which says to me even when I was clearly specific she was not listening and didn’t care. Seems to me no matter what a guy does or tries to do he will be wrong. Either you don’t give enough, you don’t do anymore, you don’t tell me anymore, or any of those things. And if he does then it is not what she wanted. Men have wants too. But because most of the conversation centers around her and what she wants, what she doesn’t have to take off of him, and all the things that basically says she doesn’t have to do anything to keep her relationship it is really easy for her to roll out.
Well in this case I am the one that will be leaving. I am going because it is over. Like I wrote in the last post the trust is gone and the love has died! This was not, is not, and will not be easy for me at all mentally, emotionally, physically, or financially. But I believe she and the children deserve to move freely through the house and if my being here causes friction and tension it is in the best interest of all parties I move.
Maybe then things will be better for everybody.
